facing oneness...

I leave by this time tomorow. If I´m lucky I will hold myself from crying when I say good bye, but I feel that I have the odds against me. He, that I hold so dear to my heart, will stand by, watching the plane take of. He doesnt know what I´m about to go through. Me neither, by the way, but at least I know it will be good. I´m in the hands of a God in whom I trust compleatly and I dont have to be afraid.

I love you, my darling. That will not change. Thus you don´t have to be afraid either.

My father, to, will see me of at the airport. As always when I´m of for a new adventure he´s the one taking me safe to and from the airport, harbour or station. Always the same calm and loving embrace before I go. Then, I know I´m to be safe, all the way and back again. Dear Father, how I love you for that... Thus you have always bin there for me, yet I have not always noticed and I´m sorry.

Mom, don´t cry. i´m back before you know it and I´ll cary all the sun you need back home with me, for you to experience whenever you need! Such is your love, and such the love I´ll return.

I may not be the same when I return. I may be just the same too. I dont expect anything. I just hope to be freed. If God needs me to, so be it. Come what may. I just want you to know that I love you all soo much and I pray the angels watch over you while I´m away.

Every miracle starts with a prayer.

Om Shanti Shanti Shanti